Dreams

I had a dream last night. A dream of a life long ago. People using, people abusing, people being unkind to me. I had a dream last night. I was frightened scared and alone. I was mixed up, in a haze and dreading each new dawn. I was weighted down by heavy fog, lost with no vision, no direction, life was bleak as bleak can be. I had a dream last night it brought back a life long ago.

I had a dream last night, I thought it was a long time ago. People present, I had once left behind years and years ago. Unkindness, lonliness and isolation enfolding me. I had a dream last night I thought I was where I really didn’t want to be.

I can still feel the shudder that brought me into today. It hurt so much I awoke to reality. In my beautiful bedroom, the sun shining through the well hung curtains as comfy as comfy can be. My mattress damp with moist of fear, but thats OK its not like that today. I looked around at my beautiful room. I wandered through each room in my house thats brimmed with love and care. Pictures of family, pictures of friends and trinkets of wonderful memories. I touched the walls, the gifts that had be given to me. I made a cup of tea, and sat in a beautiful chair and realised this is my dream, this is my reality.

I had a dream last night but awoke and realised my dream is my life, my life is my dream…